First Comp Class

had my first comp class on fri..

=> super guilty :

first, i was LATE!! the last thing on earth i shd do.. is to be late.. i felt so sorry to my partner and laoshi.. i din explain y i was.. just merely mentioned i gonna do sm stuffs.. watever the reason is, i shdn't be late one.. so i noe i was guilty..

2nd, i din take care of my feet.. they are in very bad situation now.. due to the new latin shoes.. but can i blame the shoes?! NO I CANNOT!!!! cos i din take care of the blisters and so they got worse.. one of them is infected.. got pus leh... not very disgusting.. just look very ugly lor.. it was swollen.. so of cos the pain affected my perf.. again, felt super guilty to my partner.. felt super guilty for not being a responsible dancer.. a responsible dancer shd, at the very least, take care of her feet.. though i shd be proud of those "battle scars", i guess in the future, i shall take care of my feet like i take care o my hair.. they shall be my "babies".. look forward to my pretty feet haha..

=> stressed :

i was so stressed that my friends who came to pick mi up after dance to go for dinner and car trip could tell from just one look on my face...

yes.. indeed.. i felt the stress le.. only first lesson yet.. ya.. i guess when it comes to competition, it's a total different environment ba.. though kinda mental prepared and expected such change le, but when it reali happens, i still feel stressed (but well, it's not supposed to be easy anyway.. Nothing is easy in life)

but hey no worry!! i can cope stress ya.. (gonna learn to anyway) .. shall take it positively! ll put in even more hard work and effort to achieve wat i want to!!! wun lose heart.. n wun lose sight of my goal! Ganbatte yo! (^_^) v