真实

"你说的话 在我心中生了根
爱得很深 所以心会疼
记忆~ 在我的心中翻滚
是不是每一个人 都像我一样笨

只怕再问 对彼此都太残忍
我能感觉 另外一个人
我等~ 等笑容换成泪痕
爱在崩溃的时候 比较真

太多疑问 知道答案又如何
原来容忍 不需要天份
只要爱错一个人

心痛比快乐更真实 爱为何这样的讽刺
我忘了这是第几次 一见你就无法坚持
孤独比拥抱更真实 爱让人失去了理智
会不会是我太自私 拒绝更寂寞的日子

放不开也看不见未来
难道这种不完美
才是爱情真实的样子"

i love this song...

it's so true.. i udstd every phrase.. every word.. not just wat they literally mean.. but how it feels.. cos.. tt's exactly how i m feeling now...

heartache..."when was the last time i felt such pain?".. forgot liao.. or rather.. all these while.. it's always aching.. time wun heal any wound.. neither does it take away the pain.. it's not so painful as time passes cos man get used to the pain and have come to live with it..

gor said.. it's reali enuff.. it's time to let go..

jon said.. let go...

jun said.. dun hurt urself..

wn said.. nothing.. cos she noes i knew all i shd noe...

i thot i can just let it b.. put it aside.. letting nature takes its course...
though past experiences already proven to me that it's not going to work..
leaving the wound on itself own.. it will not heal if not worse..

but wat can i do.. i hav no courage to confront it..

time.. i need some more time.. maybe i will grow to be stronger and more matured to handle this..