upset...

i.m.very.sad.

it's the not first time.. but y it hurts so much..

i feel like crying.. but i held back my tears..

crying infront o u is the last thing i ever want it to happen..

not tt i nv cried infront of u b4.. in fact.. i did.. once or twice.. i cant rmber..

but not this time.. not this reason..

i m not weak.. i dun wanna look weak..

neither m i strong..though i wish i can proudly say i m...

i need strength.. i need direction..

i.feel.hurt.

心痛到不能呼吸 。。 泪也流干了 。。
人却奇迹般地活着 。。心也奇迹般地继续跳着。。