04 Feb 2007

it's been awhile since i last blog.. been bz with sch n such.. it's a long long story.. and actually, it turns out to be a blessing in disguise.. i guess.. God has his reason for all his plans ba.. and i shall accept it with gratitude (",)

today's kinda an official last day for my latin dance side.. reali need to spend time to study le.. so gonna cut down on dancing lor.. wat a hard decision to make and stickin to it with all the temptations around is even harder!!!
hai~ but laoshi dun let mi go... want mi to at least dance one (of the upcoming courses), dun stop totally... reali thank them for so kan de qi wo... i feel bad too.. but i reali hav not time for so many things le.. smthing just gonna give way.. but well.. it's only for these 4 mths only la.. hope they can udstd.. *praying hard*

just now pipe spoilt again.. flooded all over.. dunno y is it happening..

i pray for the strength to go on.. to at least pull me thru these 4 mths.. i cant do anything now..
i dun wanna do anything now cos i not sure if i can cope with so many things on hand..
i dun wanna screw up wat i cant screw up..

i hafta endure for now.. endure everything tt comes along.. so..
i pray for the strength i need..

took this pic when i was waiting for lrt.. see tt moon? i thank god for showing me such simple beauty when my heart is drowning.. it makes me feel alittle bit better.. standing against the strong cold wind that blows at night..