Thank you!

I was starring at my blog last nite.. wanna blog but dunno wat to write.. not tt i had nothing to write n trying to squeeze smthing out.. but wat really was that i had so much mixed feelings tt i dunno where to start.. even though i went sentosa with my sister n mum yesterday for my sister's company family day n had lota fun being in the sun, playing beach volleyball, putting on the air-spray tatoo, etc.. somehow i just no motivation to write.. in fact.. i found myself losing drive in life.. except mayb i still have the drive to dance.. thank god! other than tt, i lost the drive to do things le.. esp studying.. lost the motivation n sense of purpose to study anymore..

i told my student to work hard.. told him nothing is easy or free in life.. u gonna work hard for everything and the worst thing tt u can allow is being lasy.. but seems like i lost my hardworking attitude.. cos i m simply.. too tired le.. too tired of trying n hang on n fight.. which are the things i heard the most for the past 10 mths..

He is there.. cos he probably heard my heart crying for strength n purpose to go on.. so He sent bro i guess.. i dun mean to make this so chr**_* _ .. but ya.. i reali feel tt way.. cant lie to myself.. cant deny my own feelings..

lastnite just thot to catch up with bro abit.. since i so long nv talked to him le.. he was bz on the phone... so well.. i thot i would just go to bed.. afterall it was past 12 le n i got 8am lecture this morning.. just when i was abt to sign off.. bro replied my text.. so we caught up abit.. den he asked for my thesis.. n the next min.. he said..

".. i m proud of u..."

n before i noe it, my tears ran down.. n i found myself sobbing.. (i was not being an ai-ku-gui k.. )

not till then i realised those were the words my heart desired to hear.. just 3 words.. n it hit right into my heart.. words of encouragement, words of recognition.. recognised my effort, recognised my hard work, recognised my attempt in smthing i nv ever dreamt i wld do in my life..

those words came at the right time.. n injected the drive into me again.. i can feel it..

suddenly, i was reminded of the times i received applause fr the audiences at the end of every stage performance.. " all sweat n tears are worth it for this moment" .. times when dancing got tiring n i thot of giving up, such moments keep mi going n push on..

i just wanna say "Thank you bro

to all my peers out there.. i wanna share tt "magic words" to u too.. everything u did n still doing, some ones are proud of u n recognised ur effort..

jia you for this final lap.. F.I.G.H.T.