My last paper Discrete Optimization had ended (beautifully) yesterday at 11.35am (Sun D.F. was very nice to give us 5 more mins cos of the interruption by the pple who ended their paper in 2hrs)..i cant say i did well.. but it's a paper i wld say i wun hav 遺憾 (unlike the first 2 papers).. i m glad to end my education run this way.. it's a beautiful fullstop. (^_^)v
before yesterday.. as i was reading wn's blog.. i wondered how come i din have those kinda "lost" emotions.. actually, i did feel tt last sem, after my last paper.. but this time round, surprising... no.. i din feel that.. i thot.. well.. perhaps i wasn't workin as hard ba.. i reali slogged very hard last sem..
but.. yesterday.. as it was a morning (9am) paper.. my usual practice is to be in school by 7am to slowly read thru den rest & nap after 8am before the paper.. as i reached school, went to canteen to buy breakfast, took the lift and went to hons rm.. 有股莫名的感動，捨不得吧。。
"this is the last time i m coming to the cubicle to study le.. reali the last time.. the last time i tapping my card on tt door.. ... " this was wat went thru my mind.. very drama hor.. ha.. but yes.. tt's how i feel.. n i begin to cherish every min i spent in the room.. all by myself.. ..
明明知道應該珍惜當下，人卻總是在要失去時，才開始珍惜。。
是人的劣根性，
還是就像物以稀為貴一樣，要在失去了，或快失去了，才突然醒覺，開始珍惜。。
“珍惜眼前人/事”
說得容易，做得難。。
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