handbooks..

I was packing my cardboard today to keep my notes.. packing thru those notes.. i wonder how did i come thru those days.. every semester was like battle.. once started, couldn't stop; only way is to fight till the end.. yet still.. i survive..

so many things happened during these 4 yrs.. and.. i m a changed person inside.. though i still look more or less the same on the outside..

as i was packing, i saw the handbooks i kept over the years, since sec 1.. and i flipped thru n read them.. brought back fond memories, even if sometimes, it was pain that drove the pening down.. now as i read them, i laughed so heartily..

"when was the last time i laughed like tt? i cant rmber.. ha"

but as i laughed.. i feel touched..

“...有昨天還是好的...” ----- 《開始懂了》. 孫燕姿


these are my cedar handbooks... and i like the yellow sketched one the most.. tt was my sec1 handbk..











i drew this when i was in pri sch i think.. den i used it as bookmark for my handbook from sec 1 to sec3.. cos the sec 4 handbook is the ring bind kind.. cant "gyup" the bookmark.. ha.. i totally forgot abt it le..









i used to stamp on the book after every week ha.. the red ones were for completed tasks.. haha.. (cant believe i was so childish!!!)











and look wat else i "wrote" inside... haha..














this is AJ handbook.. when i was j1.. (dunno where's the j2 one liao.. think i misplaced it somewhere..) btw.. still rmber back then, there exists smthing call "j3"= 1st yr grads fr aj.. so stupid haha...















-> cards and letters kept inside.. totally forgot abt them le.. and my NDP cheerleading schedule haha..










see how much was written inside.. it's as interesting as a storybk.. ha.. some entries were not just written by me.. my friends contributed oso.. their care n concern reali warm my heart.. let mi share one here..





副院長： auntie ah, now not calling u to choose husband, no need to think until like tat. who can 保證 if u choose Y then the relationship can last rite? u should follow ur heart. sometimes luv does not need to be too logical, luv is just a feeling.

mi: w/o logical thinking, 最後 hurt 到的人是自己！！！

阿長：hanoh hanoh, i agree w hanping.. but u know 副院長 also makes sense.. 愛情是沒有什麽道理。。就跟著感覺走，不需要想得夠，愛就愛，真的 there is no why..

真心的話語，真誠的友誼。就算有些可能已成過去，我仍慶幸且感激，當時有你們伴我度過那些起起落落。

n dun think i only write rubbish.. see.. i oso got write impt things like exams dates n times one.. super big somemore..








these were the NUS handbooks.. year 1 to year 4..












ya.. tt's all.. handbook-days are coming to an end very soon. (in fact, my current one.. ie the last one.. 只剩下三個月的壽命.. ) ...

no more handbooks...
i sure gonna miss those days...

despite all the emo, i finally packed everything back into the cardboard.. now it's so neat n organised..