June 12, 2007

i was sick.. still sick actually..

did i ever mention i hate to have running nose and fever? yes.. my nose and forehead were like burning.. and i couldn't keep my eye open.. it's a terrible feeling..

haven felt so sick for a long time le.. lack of slp i guess.. popped one pill down and headed straight for bed..

as i was dosing off.. i wonder.. did anyone care that i m sick? reali had the urge to call somebody.. wonder y nobody called and asked abt mi.. wat a silly thought.. who the hell ll noe i m sick if i din say so? ha.. but still the feeling.. wasn't good at all... felt lonely.. and weak.. a time when one wishes there is someone who cares and will be there to rely n depend on..

din call anyone in the end.. after a good nite slp, the fever was gone.. now only cough and running nose..

feel proud of myself for being strong to take care of myself at tt moment when will was weak and soul yearned for companion and attention...

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