October 10, 2009

Early in the Morning

woke up super early on a saturday morning.. not an usual practice.. dunno y cant go back to slp..

lota things happened recently.. little little things.. dunno start from where oso.. making me more n more emo.. my meditation sessions are not helping much.. but i guess at least they make my slp at night better.. guess without meditating.. i wun slp well too.. i can feel my vessel holding onto too much unhealthy emotions.. i reali need to let go.. trying real hard.. visualising and sweet-talking myself not seem to help much..

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虽然知道人与人之间的情谊,靠的是缘分,但最近才真的惊觉,人与人之间的关系,是那么的脆弱,那么禁不起金钱和时间的考验。

是金钱的魔力太大,还是人的定力太弱?

还是,有些人的相处,由始至终,都不曾真心诚意过。是我太用心吗?
不公平吧。如果说他们都不曾用心,似乎对他们不公平。
毕竟,今日酸的苹果,昨日真得曾经甜过。

或许,大家的立场不同,所以,没法达到共识吧。
所以,结局,总让人失望。

to be continued...

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