I thought nothin ll change anymore.. I muz b mad to think of that.. I find myself..silly, naive, stupid.. Cos I shd had known better.. Reali.. I thought I seen it all.. But I guess 死穴，终究是死穴。I probably shd juz admit that I can nv let it go easily.. If ever I cld, I probably wun be me..
And yes.. I'm weak.. It's like smthin vital is being ripped apart..
It surprises me that it affected me this much.. I din noe it wld.. The fact that this is almost expected juz made the disappointment I felt ironic.
To a certain extent, I felt insulted. But why? It's not unexpected behavior. I knew it all along. The way they responded as if I'm the weird and childish one.. Am I? Sensitive? It's juz word games.. I guess.. It's over. Some pple will always be themselves, no matter how much u wish they are not..
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