December 5, 2011

You will be Missed

It was just another usual Saturday. I was having classes since 9am. After two classes, I decided to take a break and peek at my phone. Shockingly, these words stared at me in my face. "Yang yang pass away peacefully :-(" from my dad. For a moment, I was stunned. Then, a wave of disbelief hit which soon turned into sorrow. I left the classroom of students who came earlier and went into the staff room to call my dad. I couldn't believe and started crying on the phone. After I hung up the call, I managed my emotion and went back to class. There were 2 more classes before the day ended. Thankfully, I pulled through. Dad came to pick me and I started sobbing all the way home and continued sobbing with my mum as she narrated what had happened in the morning.

It had been more than a week since he passed on. And the thought of him still brought tears to my eyes. And the memories of seeing him running around the house are still so vivid. And the feeling of loss is just so unbearable and simply, painful. I know life still goes on. But I also know I will cry everytime I think of him.
A lovely member in the family, Yang Yang.

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